Started to pack up in the morning. After packing all my stuffs in the toilet, I got so speechless at how clean and empty the whole dressing table actually is. And I cried. I always hate this kinda emptiness. I went to his wardrobe; had a look, stroked, touched, and felt all my winter jackets which I'll only get to see and wear them next year. I walked around the apartment and everywhere looked so clean and... empty. And I was imagining Wk going into the apartment after sending me off, looking at the darkness and emptiness once again. And I cried.

For the whole day I was feeling so so so so sad that I cried almost every hour. But life goes on and nothing's gonna change even if I cry 10 litres of tears. After packing, we decided to eat our hearts out to ease at least a little of the heavy feelings we both were having in our hearts.

This is some Aussie coins which sums up to a total of AUD 18.40 also equivalent to around RM 56!

And why AUD 18.40 you may ask. I cleverly collected that amount because we were heading to eat...

GYU TAN DON AGAIN HAHAHAHHA! This time we both had a Gyu Tan Don to ourselves dunnit to share like yesterday. One bowl is AUD 9.20 so 2 is AUD 18.40 and yeap I paid the lady with all that coins hahaahahah I bet she must have thought 'what a weird customer'.

And after that, Max Brenner. My last time, this year...

Their Tutti Frutti Waffle which is verryyyyyy sinful but yummy. And Max Brenner serves the BEST strawberries ever. EVERRR.

And their Hot Chocolate in their famous Hug Mug.

Haih pardon the serious eyebags. Been crying too much.

And then we headed to QV for Puffy Cookie Puff, again, for the last time this year.

I wanted to have Intersection's pizza. I had it on the day I arrived. And I wanted to have some before I leave. It reminded me of the whole month of togetherness.

With 2 glasses of Baileys which I added too much milk in it. I remember I left it on that table, unfinished. Baby did you finish it when you went back after sending me off?

I was hiding in the duvet, crying. I wanted to have one last time of lying on your bed and you holding me just like how we fall asleep everynight. You fed me with the pizza with both of us sitting on the bed, covered with the duvet. Everytime we hugged, I cried more. It was hard to control.

Some last few pictures of us together before heading to the airport.

I'm gonna miss you like crazy :'(

Then we went to the airport. My last Aussie food this year is McD's Chicken Bacon Deluxe which he likes so much, all thanks to me because I ordered it one day and that was the time he knew of its existence and how good it actually tastes -_-

I was crying so much that I thought I'd be ok in the airport but in the end when he suddenly asked me if I had fun for the whole month I cried automatically like reflex. We gave each other one last hug (which I cried a lot again) and I walked into the gate, bidding him goodbye behind the guard.

Sigh cry cry cry. Like there was nothing better to do only wtf betul.

Wk: I got a secret to tell you. But you cannot get angry one ah.
Me: Urm tell la.
Wk: Promise that you won't get angry.
Me: ... ok ok. (Was having a bad feeling that it's something negative)
Wk: I... actually took 2 days off starting tomorrow.

Me: (silent)... YOU'RE LYING. I'M SO ANGRY YOU'RE LYING! (points at him as I was telling him and walked away not wanting to believe it)
Wk: (Smile) Really one!
Me: You're lying! (in denial)
Wk: Fine...
Me: ... (crawl back up onto him)... Really one ah?
Wk: Abuthen! 

And before I knew it a surge of happiness went up from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. And I screamed in excitement and hugged him till I crushed his bones. I love him being so kayu and hopeless in being romantic. And I love him more when he surprises me with things so thoughtful like this. Thanks so much hunn =)

At first I planned to go Smith Street by myself cos I thought he'd be working. So as planned, instead, we went to Smith Street together this time =) Before leaving the apartment:

=)

After Smith Street, we decided to try something I read from Jia Meei's.

@ Menya Noodle Bar.

Ox tongue rice or better known as Gyu Tan Don. DAMN DAMN DAMN NICEEEEEEE.

Menya Ramen. Very nice also but I'm not a soup+noodle fan unless it's laksa or curry.

Actually the main thing was to try the ox tongue rice and we definitely didn't regret the visit and now Wk has to thank me because he loves it so much hahahaha. Well, thanks to my blog stalking habit as well otherwise I wouldn't know about it at all. And of course thanks also to the one who posted about it =)

This is another proof of how good the rice was:

Hahahhahahaha actually hor this bowl is the ramen's bowl. I finished my Gyu Tan Don quite fast and before I could take a picture of the clean bowl the lady took the empty bowl away from me so I asked Wk to finish his soup and he didn't dare to drink from that bowl so I did the brave job and quickly took a picture hahahahah.

But really, my bowl was exactly like the picture above. And this was the first bowl of rice I finished all by myself ok! If you know me, I always ALWAYS never finish my food one. Especially rice. But this one was too good to be wasted =) The proportion of the ox tongue and rice was just right that I managed to finish the rice without anyone's help.

That night we had a very intensive spring cleaning cos Maggie wanted to drop by to take my dorama from me hahahahahahaha. Must wait until got guest only clean the house hahaahahah.

Last night of sleeping through the night on that small bed which we both almost fell off from while sleeping. Last night of having someone to hold me tight when I sleep. It was the last night of everything in that room, in that apartment.

=(

Met up with Maggie in the afternoon and she took me to Smith Street and brought me into this shop which is full of sin; 70% off everything storewide! Roxy, Quiksilver and DC. We went there quite late and I didn't have much time to look through everything and by the time I stepped out of the shop, I was already damn sure to come back the next day.

Bought some stuffs but lazy to post up already lah. But anyway, thanks to her. Otherwise I wouldn't have gotten so many good bargains.

Dinner at Wagamama and dessert at Max Brenner.

Best friends since secondary.

Kai Mun (Maggie's bf) and someone who thinks he's damn cool putting his collar up like that dunno who teach him one ahem.

I didn't realise that we looked so matching in these 2 pictures until I looked back.

White

& black.

After Max Brenner we went and watch Get Smart which got me laughing like a maniac until Wk told me that I was laughing quite loudly. Oops.

everyday has been wonderful. i can't explain how beautiful the feeling is to have someone to hold you when you sleep, to feel his warm breath on my face and knowing that's how close we are right at that moment; one breath away. making love at random hours of the day. laying on the bed just doing nothing but enjoying our times together. our hands are locked and we fall asleep with one hugging another, our legs all tangled and we could feel each other's cold feet, under that comfortable goose feather duvet of his, in the cold, cold night. it feels as if we are intertwined. and waking up seeing each other, kissing each other with our 'fresh' breaths. it all feels so nice that i wish time could just stop. it feels so nice that at some point i was ready to give everything up just to stay this way forever. why do all good things have come to an end?

His lunchbox: Sausage, sunny side eggs and fried cabbages and carrots.

We sat around Federation Square again for lunch and again, the seagulls were everywhere.

Spotted this odd looking seagull. We suspect it's parents are a seagull and an eagle hahahahahah.

This is what a normal seagull looks like.

What I bravely wore today despite the super strong and cold wind:

Top: Hooded sweater from BCBG (2nd hand from SellTrade)
Jacket: Long sleeve fur padded parka from Witchery
Skirt: Denim mini from MNG
Socks: Leg warmers from Supre
Shoes: Boots from Skechers

And then something really funny happen. And I shall leave it to you to read it from my email I sent to Wk when I got back. Yeah we send each other emails, it's a cheaper alternative than SMS and besides he's working in an office so it's easier to check mails then constantly checking on his phone which might not be an appropriate thing to do.

HAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA NOW I READ BACK I FEEL SO SOHAI THAT I ACTUALLY TYPED ALL THAT!

Oh and I forgot to mention the subject is "Cerita seorang wanita jelita" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAH.

Today's dinner: ABC Soup, eggs and

Steamed Tofu with Teriyaki Chicken.

Toodles!