yahoo cos last year i didn't do. lazy mah. yalah last year didn't do so this year damn happy got time do lah i'm that easily satisfied/happified (whatever lah) can or not! lalala.

well well how should i begin? so many things happened this year. (cheh as if nothing happened in the previous years such a stupid phrase to start with *sweat -_-||)

anyway this is a damn long and boring entry with words, links and nothing else cos it's my long-winded grandmother's story from early this year until now so i've warned.

okay firstly there's my year 2007 resolution i made early this year, (CLICK HERE) which i can proudly strike 6 out of 10 i mentioned! applause please 6 out of 10 okay that's more than 50% already. biggest regret for not being able to achieve any one of it is of course not being able to score more than 3.70 points as vowed for 2 semesters after that fucking incident with mr. pussyface. but anyhow i've seen more than enough of shits being in um for 1 and a half years and another 1 and a half years more to come. seriously, i dare say besides finding great friends whom i can make myself go through everyday in uni with a smile, everything and everyone else are a fucking pain in the ass and downright disappointing. and i will always remind myself, it's ok not to be in the dean's list. after all, it's just um. a freaking government's university. i swear, if ever i get accepted in a university outside malaysia, if i were to redo my degree just because this um's degree cannot be accepted, i won't mind.

moving on to february, Jie left for Melbourne and i guess you all know damn well what happened. i was really grateful to be granted the chance to be with him that few days before he left. well, wasn't really granted the chance/permission cos i was supposed to stay at hostel. so my parents didn't know i was actually really near home that few days. aiyah whatever lah it's not that i'm doing something illegal also.

so, yeah he left on 1st of february and days have never been the same since. it was really hard for that few weeks, i've been crying non-stop reminiscing the things we could have been doing if he was still around. but anyway, i got over it sooner than i thought. it's not like he's dead or not coming back forever. it's just a part of me which misses his presence like mad that's all.

i remember it was a thursday, 9.50 flight. i told myself not to cry and stay strong cos i didn't wanna lose it in front of his family. i did pretty well, until that few minutes before he had to leave. we hugged and almost immediately tears ran down like waterfall and i wanted so much to tell him "don't go" and hug him to myself and wish time will stop there and then. of course nothing came true and he left for good. that night after sending him off i slept in his room and honestly, i have never stepped into that room again.

that room which reminds me of every single thing, the moment i opened the door and looked through the darkness and emptiness, i bawled my heart out again. i never knew the feeling of lying down alone on that same bed we both hugged each other to sleep just the night before would be so painful. i cried myself to sleep that night before leaving the next morning to uni for an early class. and i still remember how my friends laughed at me when the looked at my face. i wore that nike sweater to class. remember that sweater? that big black nike sweater i made you gave me cos i wanted to keep something which has your scent so i whenever i think of you i can have a sniff at it.

then he finally got his internet line and we got to communicate virtually. before he left i bought myself a laptop (VAIO C Series Seashell White if you must know nyehehehehe) just because i wanted to stay connected with him eventhough i won't be at home but will be staying at uni's hostel. well, that's not really the main reason for myself to get a laptop ok i really needed one i'm a uni student mah how to survive without having one! and he bought me lots of other gadgets such as webcam, headset and a router so that i can webcam with him when i'm home. (CLICK) In that same entry I blogged about my Day 1 trip to Singapore with Jie. Day 2 was somewhat later (CLICK).

not long after that i had my encounter with the world's biggest loser. let me introduce to you... drums roll please... jeng jeng jeng jeng! MR. LOSER! okay don't wtf at me you gotta read this entry to know the story. (CLICK)

on valentine's, i met up with aileen cos jie said i was supposed to get something from her. it was supposed to be my surprise valentine's gift when he's not around but i wasn't really surprised already. long story, not gonna mention. and i passed him my valentine's gift through aileen too. he told me he had been going to the gym regularly so i got him 2 wristbands and something i shall not share here. =) also, i included a note inside the gift asking him to read this "love letter" i posted on my blog. (CLICK)

on a few days before chinese new year, there's always this spring cleaning which i hate most. why? (CLICK) then i also blogged about chinese new year eve, first and second day filled with lots of FOOD pictures. (CLICK) and what i shamelessly did on the third day (CLICK). and i also got scolded for buying a pair of shoes during chinese new year (CLICK). and i spent my angpow on a whole lot of things namely a brand new handphone! (CLICK)

there was this day i went to a club with amy and something happened. i did not elaborate on it and i will not elaborate about it also now. it's the past and i'll try my best to forget it cos it was something really stupid which i did. something which kinda broke Jie's heart and i am really sorry about it. guess all you want but don't accuse my without a proof. this entry was filled with lots of nice pictures so i'll just put a link to it. (CLICK) well they may be nothing nice to some people but at least i like looking through them.

i made a friend test and someone scored 100%! (CLICK)

i dressed up and got all pretty and nice for this event held at hilton pj. it's called MAMBI, now i know. (CLICK) then there's this entry filled with lots of pictures namely my dad's birthday and uni's music showcase (CLICK)

and this issue which i made a big fuss about (CLICK) but seriously, it's over and i don't give a damn about it anymore. honest. i even posted an entry to end it all. (CLICK)

then came the time when i need to ask for permission to go to melbourne to visit jie and i was cracking my head hard thinking how to ask (CLICK).

HAHAHAHHA i was looking through my previous posts and found one damn stupid one where i complained about how my parents hurt my feelings by laughing at my pimply face and i even whined about how bad i cried about it. on that same day i got my permission to go to melbourne so what the fuck right! (CLICK) and then i posted an entry about how it all happened. i mean how i got the permission lah (CLICK) and then no it wasn't the end about my parents dissing my face. (CLICK) and (CLICK) aaaaand (CLICK)

oooh i tried making lasagne but not really a succesful one. (CLICK)

hahahaahahh i found another childish entry where i felt so happy to be able to scold back my parents for something which was their fault. (CLICK)

re-colored my hair ash brown. (CLICK)

ran away from home because i was too frustrated with my parents. (CLICK) i really did ran away from home. i was away for about a week cos i was playing as a first violinist in my uni's symphony orchestra. we were playing for this huge event i cant remember what was it but the most prominent thing which i remember was i was paid RM 500 for it ahhahaha kaching $$$ got $$$ i sure remember one. it's all in this entry, (CLICK), together with my trip to teluk intan where i met up with adelle. walao ate until my stomach so full it felt like bursting seriously.

then came june, the night before i flew off to melbourne i posted an entry where i went redboxing with esther and we had thai food (CLICK). right after touching down, i blogged about the successful surprise i gave Jie (CLICK). i also blogged about how i usually spend my days in melbourne if we weren't going for any day trips (CLICK). and i also spent 3 fucking hours shivering and slaping myself to stay awake at 3 am in the super cold morning to post an entry filled with lots of thumbnail pictures cos it's our fifth anniversary! (CLICK) then i posted a day 4, 5 and 6 entry (CLICK), day 7 and 8 (CLICK), day 9, 10 and 11 (CLICK), day 12 which was also our fifth anniversary! (CLICK), and lastly day 13 and 14 (CLICK).

there's this entry i blog about every most of the pink stuffs i have but actually the main purpose of the entry was to show off my ipod i bought from melbourne airport (CLICK)

oh yah this year i party damn kao much loh! probably it's because i got to stay out lah so no curfew for me. here's an entry of my home at pj for the moment (CLICK). went to maison for the first time (CLICK), 2nd time (CLICK) and 3rd time (CLICK). then we went to qba(CLICK), first time at the loft (CLICK), and 2nd time at the loft (CLICK).

this year celebrated a lot alot of birthdays walao i tell you can go bankrupt lah everyone's birthday almost at the same time one. here's one though i didn't like this girl but i still posted this entry up cos there were lots of nice pictures (CLICK). then there's esther's which i got her a bausch stainless steel dragonfly pendant (CLICK), cat's (CLICK), cheng choo's (CLICK), samuel's (CLICK), Jie's (CLICK), chooi yin's (CLICK), adelle's(CLICK) which i made a cake for her (CLICK), yi jing's (CLICK)

ooh biggest decision ever made this year! chopping off my fringe and having bangs! oh yeah i also recoloured it (CLICK)

i found this very angry entry about my dad and everyone around me. well, i was not at my best mood and probably a little paranoid but whatever i wrote, they were all 100% real.(CLICK)

music showcase at um's city campus (CLICK)

my first timberland (CLICK)

meeting the greatest jackass of the year (CLICK)

first time at greenbox (CLICK)

and then came the day before my birthday which i was really really unhappy due to some reasons i did not mention. posted an entry in livejournal which i'll not link here cos it's only viewable to my livejournal friends. but after receiving the presents i thought it's not that bad afterall =) (CLICK). a day after my birthday me and a group of uni friends headed up to genting and we got really really wasted that night (CLICK). right after coming back down to kl me, adelle and cheng choo went to teluk intan and got wasted for another 3 more days (CLICK) and then on the day i came back from teluk intan, i went to klia to pick jie who returned from melbourne. this time he surprised me with something! (CLICK).

well that's about it.

at putra station

we took a cab up to genting cos the queue for the busses was too long and we couldn't be bothered to wait. and i swear that'll be the last time i'll ever take a cab up to genting. being in a car driving on high speed up on a fucking loooong and winding road is no fun at all. i've never mentioned this but i hate to sit in a car i'm not used to except for my myvi, sentra and my dad's car. other than that, i get carsick all the time. and things will get even worse when the car's driving in such a winding road uphill plus the preasure and all oh my fucking god.

after reaching first world, we chilled at starbucks.

some toffee dunno what.

HAHAHHAHAHHHA.

HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAH i just lurrrve taking candid pictures.

then we went to check into our hotel room. yes there were 7 of us, but we only booked one room for all of us. i know i know, we're cheapskate as that. but we weren't *that* cheapskate till the point of getting the cheapest (which also means smallest) room lah, we got a superior deluxe room which comes with 2 super single bed and a couch.

nobody wanted to take picture so i syok sendiri lor.

hiding the supposingly surprise birthday cupcakes from me. i accidentally found out about the cupcakes they secretly brought up cos someone accidentally broke the secret so after that the least they could still hide from me was how the cupcakes look like.

last year's christmas headgear!

all of us who came except for mun fei (the one holding the pillow) he was staying at genting for 2 weeks cos they were hired as christmas carollers.

we chilled around, settled down and napped before venturing the indoors.

i know fucking sohai right. hip hop wannabe and ali baba.

there were 2 troupes of christmas carollers moving around in first world. one of them was of people we know cos they were our coursemates. so we went over and listened to them carolling. i wasn't paying attention and was looking around aimlessly when i heard people calling out my name and people singing birthday song.

the carollers sang me a birthday song and even pulled me out into the middle of the crowd right in front of the carollers! omfg i was too shocked and shy to even know how to react all i did was covering my red face and smile.

after the birthday song. see my face was still a little red.

after dinner, we decided to get ice creams and stroll outdoor to feel the breeze. actually more like feeling the mist.

i was the fastest to finish my ice cream. it was cold but no big deal compared to the time i was having 2 giant scoops of durian gelato at 5 (or was it 2?) degrees in the night with ice cold wind in melbourne.

the hood kakis.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS MY FAVOURITE PICTURE LOOK AT CHOOI YIN'S FACE THE ONE WITH THE FUNNIEST FACIAL EXPRESSION ONE! I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING WHEN I LOOK AT IT!

and then we wanted to get back indoor and we did the most fucking sohai thing ever!

you know there's this kinda door normally used in cold places to separate the indoor and outdoor, it's kinda like a glass cylinder thing with glass partitions in the cylinder where you walk into the partition and spin from outdoors to indoors or vice versa?

i dunno what it's called but if you've watched the movie 'enchanted', giselle went through this door, spun 360 degrees from outdoor and went back outdoor again. go figure lah.

so back to this spinning thing! all 7 of us decided to go into one of the partitions and spin indoor together which is fucking impossible cos there were too many of us. it was so fucking stupid and funny at the same time everyone was laughing instead of moving.

then i saw this man having the funniest facial expression at all which was no expression at all really! he was looking at us like we were some freak and seriously his facial expression was too funny to look at! it's as though he was stoned looking at how stupid we were and he couldn't make up any expression but to stare cock at us!

in the end i couldn't take it anymore cos i was laughing so hard and so hysterically, i pulled myself out and a few of them came out and we went back indoor normally.

then we went back to our room and chilled a while. i went out to the convenient store to get something and when i got back, they already prepared the cupcakes and sang birthday song.

my pretty birthday cupcakes. and jian's stupid fingers.

then here's the most interesting part. adelle presented to me a small gift package and said,

" ee von, this is your birthday present. we're very sorry cos all of us are really broke, this was all we could afford but we hope you'll like it. "

" ok thanks! do you want me to open it now? "

" erm, up to you lah. "

" ok i'll open it later lah ya. "

" (almost immediately) WHY! er... open now lah. "

" (wtf? first said it's up to me then want me to open it now.) oh ok loh. "

i opened up and guess what i saw inside?

different kinds of candies. hacks. cloud 9. kopiko. and some others which i dunno the name. and then they asked me to count the amount. there were 21 candies altogether. and then adelle had to say this,

" all these candies very hard to get one you know! if not enough here got some more " and she held up a few packets of the same candies swining them and smiling at me.

and i thought YA RIGHT HACKS VERY HARD TO GET. and kopiko omfg gimme a break lah. and she had to rub it in and said there were extra candies. -___-|||

seriously i didn't know how to react. WHO WOULD, RIGHT!!! so i thanked them, put a smile on my face (duh!) and then kept the sweets in my luggage. then before we started to eat the cupcakes, cheng choo asked if i have pantyliner and if she could get one from me. i went and searched for it in my luggage and i saw something which i don't remember packing into my luggage. something big wrapped in newspaper.

" WHAT'S THIS! " then i realised actually that was the real present. and they were allllll already laughing at me by then.

okay fast forward to presents. they got me this big striped WH tote bag which i have been eyeing on for some time! there was once adelle, cheng choo and myself were at 1U, we were at WH looking at the tote bags and i already showed signs that i wanted that bag but at that time i didn't think it was necessary to spend on it yet. and then they got it for me!

what's more shocking was what's hidden inside the bag! it was again, something which i've been wanting! the same time we were at 1U, we were at MPH and i saw this very very pretty pink leather-bound planner which was too overpriced for just a planner, which was why i did not get it. YUP THEY GOT IT FOR ME!!! <3 <3 <3 i was screaming cos i couldn't believe my eyes that they got me these things which they knew i love but will not spend on!

now i know how adelle felt when we gave her the giordano angora coat which she wanted so much. it felt really good. =) not for the fact that i finally own those things i want, but the fact that i have great friends around me who understands me too well. =) they know me so well to the point of knowing i won't buy the bag and i won't buy the planner no matter how much i like them. =)

okay fast forward again to the cupcakes. before eating the cupcakes, i noticed adelle very carefully picked one cupcake and put it aside before we all took the other cupcakes to eat. i knew it. it has happened before, and i knew it'll happen again.

i warned adelle not to stamp that cake onto my face. she told me not to be so perasan and that cupcakes will not be used to stamp my face but it's for samuel who'll come later to eat. i warned all of them a few times and they all told me in a super pretentious face that they won't do anything to my face. it was so obviously pretentious i could actually tell they were lying.

so i was extra careful of my surroundings i never stood too near to the people i know has the ability and higher probability to do something evil to me. even when jian asked me to pour him a glass of water, i stepped 3 steps backwards when passing him his glass of water.

then, just when i thought they might not do something evil to me, just when i let loose of my caution, jian approached me in pretense without me even realising he was actually near to attack me. i was near the couch and i thought he came near to get his clothes which was hanging by the couch.

very quickly he suddenly sticked out his index finger which i didn't see what was there cos everything was too fast, all my reflex made me do was to resist and protect myself! i lost balance and fell onto the couch with my head on the seat and i heard adelle screaming from the other side of the room,

" PIN HER DOWN! PIN HER DOWNNN!!! "

FUCKKKK. then jian pushed his hands on my arms and i was defenseless by then. and i saw everyone with faces so evil they can kill a person, walking towards me, each one with a black thing in their hands. it's the cupcake. and you should know what follows up next.

my face was raped by 5 girls and a guy with a chocolate cupcake. chooi yin sodomised my nostrils with her cupcake. TT_________TT because i was lying with my head flat on the seat, the cupcake bits all fell and got stucked into my hair!

FUCKING GROSSSSSSSS.

when i went into the toilet to clean up my face, i wanted to gather my hair to the back and when i did so, i touched chucks of cupcakes stucked in between my hair! i screamed and cleaned my hair shaking and brushing them off, all the cupcake bits fell onto the floor messing the whole toilet floor up.

AND THEN! ALLL of them so evil came into the toilet and yelled at me when they saw how dirty the floor was, they MADE me clean the floor! TT______TT cat even had the cheeks to say, " eeyer so kesian! "

SAY KESIAN BUT DIN HELP ME CLEAN UP! TT___________TT

already kena raped, now have to do the cleanup job some more. TT______TT why my friends so babi one TT________TT

then after i cleaned the toilet and also my face, i walked out. it wasn't even 10 seconds after i stepped onto the carpeted floor when jian AGAIN ambushed me! from behind, he hooked his arms at my armpit you get what i mean ah! don't care lah but again! i was defenseless cos i couldn't move that time!

then i saw all those evil faces again this time. i can't remember who it was but she came to me holding an eyeliner (or lipstick) in her hand and i knew right away what's the fate of my face will be later. i quickly resisted and twitched and wriggled my way out of jian but lost balance and fell onto the floor.

that someone must have passed the lipstick to jian. after that i surrendered cos i knew if i don't, there'll be no end. i was stuck in the room with 6 other psychos who're dying to gang-rape my face. so, i laid there and let jian work out his masterpiece.

" i <3 genting " and a smily face in between my brows were by adelle. look closely, jian even put his signature at the left side of my lips.

first shot was vodka blackcurrant which was 90% vodka and 10% ribena mixed by our 'best' bartender, adelle.

RAWWWRRRRR! I ROCK! i mean WE ROCK!

after reluctantly finishing our glasses of super concentrated vodka which left the bottle half emptied, we decided to move on to baileys. by then i was already pissed drunk cos i was chasing around people in circles to draw their faces.

one thing which i learnt from this drinking experience is, when a person is drunk, he/she will tell everyone he/she's not drunk. when a person is NOT drunk, he/she will announce to everyone that he/she can't drink no more cos he/she's drunk.

that night after i bottoms-up-ed my vodka i was telling everyone i wasn't drunk cos obviously, i was fucking drunk. i couldn't even stand straight and was walking in zig-zags.

back to the baileys. i was holding my glass of baileys intending to drink it but in the end, i didn't touch my lips with a single drop of the irish cream. why? cos everytime i wanted to sip it something happened. either i accidentally kicked a glass of baileys and spill it on the bedsheet, or i was busy getting distracted by people who has freaking clean faces and i just feel like catching them and scribbling their faces.

and then when i was quite ok they forced me  to eat maggie tom yam cup noodles cos they claimed it'll make me feel better and all which was bullshit lah cos after that i felt more nauseous and all i wanted to do was to lie down and close my eyes and doze off. that also was disallowed cos we adelle and i already said it loud and clear before the trip that on this night nobody is allowed to fall asleep and we shall walk out of the hotel feeling high and pissed drunk and with a funny face.

everytime i closed my eyes for 2 seconds i was awaken and dragged up by adelle. i dunno what i was doing when adelle and jian both made each other bottom-up and finished up the whole bottle of baileys. after that i remember we were puking our lungs out in the toilet. me, cat and adelle. after puking i remembered a few of the not so pissed drunk ones taking care of others.

really need to thank alll of them cos without them i really don't know what'll become of us these crazy drunkards. eddy, chooi yin, mun fei, cheng choo and amy.

the next morning we didn't go to the theme park but we optioned for the buffet lunch instead which was quite ok.

that's about it. took a cab down to kl. fark lah another long winding journey which made my stomach uneasy and nauseous. after reaching kl we took a bus up to teluk intan and that'll be in the previous entry.

on my birthday,

secret recipe's tiramisu

me blowing the candles while my sohai brother busy sweeping his hair

gold chain from my grandma and the blur watch from my dad. hahahah check out my brother's sohai face!

will blog about the genting trip later when i get the full set of pictures. cos there are videos which must not be missed. it's a recording of the whole process of how the surprise came, birthday song, presents, my supposingly disappointed face, my then super happy face, PAINTING MY FACE and fucking stupid impersonation of santa claus riding (or whatever verb it is lah) 2 reindeers in the walkway along the hotel rooms.

shit i actually spelled SANTA CLAUSE before i checked the spelling and found out actually there's no 'e' at the end. that shows how much i don't believe in it dammit.

alright now here's the teluk intan trip right after we came down from genting. here's an entry of my previous visit in may (CLICK). basically we pretty much went to the same places and ate the same things except that this time we spent more time yakking in the night till daylight. without us realising the sun rose as we talked and we slept at 7 am in the morning in the first night. i mean morning.

in that entry on my trip at teluk intan it was congested with food, food and more food. but not this time cos i somehow lost the interest in taking pictures of food. dunno why.

was here at the clock tower in may this year but this time there were 3 of us! myself, cheng choo and adelle.

some bolywood backup dancers. no i dunno them one sorry -___-'''

i tell you why, the sun was freaking bright!

acting bored.

in adelle's car.

ok my eyes were like that because everytime the camera flashes i'll blink and the picture'll end up with me with slitty eyes so i have to keep them wide opened.

you see i'm actually kinda bald without fringe.

see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. fark look at those hideous eyebags.

we went to al-fresco on the last night. it's the only place in teluk intan which serves drinks as in cocktails and alco, as claimed by my very kind host.

i must say they have some pretty funny names for drinks, or do all cocktails and shooters have such funny names really?

and the cocktails have names like sex on the beach, screaming orgasm yadda yadda yadda.

cheng choo and myself with our immensely hospitable host, adelle.

cheng choo, myself, adelle, stephanie and yi jing.

we went back home after that and decided to take pictures with adelle's rottweiler, adam. adam's a very handsome dog with an extremely nice and shiny black coat. he's so handsome you just can't resist looking him in his dreamy eyes and stroking him on his head and neck. BUT. once he gets out of his kennel, he's so strong he'll knock you down like a bowling ball rolling down the pins (or whatever you call it i dunno).

if you look closely, he's actually chewing my hand.

see what i mean?

just look at her hair and you'll know how much effort she put in just to get this picture right.

i may look steady but actually i was freaking scared he'll jump on me!

we were not supposed to sleep that night cos it'll be the last night cheng choo and i will be at teluk intan. not that i set the rules or what but earlier in the day the host already forbade us to sleep. but guess who got knocked out first?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

LOSER!

here's a random picture taken before going back while waiting for adelle in the car,

it's so difficult to get such a clear picture of the engraving.

that's about it.

christmas eve was spent in the cinema watching national treasure 2. didn't watch the prequel but i guess it didn't relate much. must have been boring cos somebody feel asleep ahem.

we were supposed to dine at chillis but the waiting list was as long as a 1500 words essay. (okay i exaggerated) so we went over to dragon-i which was nextdoor, this shanghai food restaurant which i at first underestimated it before i actually ate their szechuan dan-dan la mien. FARKING NICE WEI! their icon, xiao long pau of course is a must try too. but seriously the la mien was the one which blew me off my seat cos i seriously have never tasted something so heavenly. i'm begging you, if you ever wanna eat in dragon-i, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO DO DO try their szechuan dan-dan la mien. and oh their steamed-rice dishes are very nice also! it tasted like loh mai kai except that it's steamed rice, not glutinous rice.

christmas was spent in parties. firstly lunch party at my aunt's place, then the night at kyle's place which we managed to catch a movie before that. i am legend. not too bad unlike the conventional and cheesy zombie movies.

today, another movie. the most talked about alien vs predator 2. AGAIN, i didn't watch the prequel of it which was why when i went back home i had to pester my brother with questions i would have known if i had watched the prequel.

there was this time i was watching bourne ultimatum, AGAIN, i actually didn't watch the first 2 parts. i watched it because esther wanted to watch so i tagged along and ended up kept questioning her in the cinema which i think i annoyed the hell out of her.

movie marathon's kinda cool =P will probably eye on the golden compass, alvin and the chipmunks, and the heartbreaker kid next.

toodles.

i am damn fucking exhausted, explaining the absence.

had a blast in genting (eventhough it was 'infested' with lots of puking and facing some cibai ppl - this'll go to my livejournal entry cos i don't want some ppl reading this) and a great trip in teluk intan.

will post up the pictures later most pictures were in cat's and adelle's camera. especially my birthday celebration oh yes my birthday celebration. it was damn disgusting but fun at the same time knowing that'll be one birthday celebration which i'll remember for life.

what's more happy-fying now is that jie is back! went and picked him up yesterday. drove all alone up to klia wah i feel damn proud. well i really need to thank cheng choo ALOT ALOT (inside joke) cos she's the one who guided me there otherwise i'll be such a noob and might even get stranded at dunno what alien place.

the anticipation and wait paid off well cos urm... well, somehow the feeling is like a fresh new start again when you get to see the love of your life after being separated for 6 months.

and then and then after getting into the car, he asked me to close my eyes. i thought sure wanna give me something one lah but the thing which i first saw when i opened my eyes was least expected! it was a birthday cake omfg! damn nice and pretty ok and and and! i dunno how to explain the feeling!

he purposely bought the cake and brought it back all the way from melbourne ok no matter how ugly the cake is or how shitty the taste is the super great effort already paid everything off! have to carry the cake around lah, worry about the condition lah, getting paranoid that the cake won't survive lah, asking the flight attendant to put it in the fridge lah, blablabla lah.

but anyway, the cake was VERY PRETTY seriously. and it's not shitty. damn nice ok it's cheesecake! torta di mascarpone! ok i dunno what that means but obviously it's a cheesecake lah. and alllll the way from Brunetti, Melbourne!

will post a picture of it next time.

then i drove him home, surprised his family, went out for supper together, then stayed the night over. we were chilling on the bed when he asked me to close my eyes (again! eh why you like to do this ah jie?) and gave me my birthday presents!! yes plural cos there're a few items =D =D =D

a set of sleepwear, a dress, a set of 4 OPI mini nailpolish, a crotchet (not bothered to check spelling lah) cardigan and 4 tops of different kinds.

aiyoyo it seriously felt like i won some grand prize or something. i didn't know my boyfriend is actually so thoughtful and romantic one. eeyer he so thoughtful i really feel like strangling him for treating me so well despite how i always ill-treat him...

aiyah to cut the crap short, i'm so happy my boyfriend is back for a good 2 months before i cry for the leaving again.

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes! will reply when my internet's a fucking slightly better.

okay maybe it wasn't that bad afterall.

(why am i always like this one time whine whine whine another time say i'm fucking happy)

pink panther mug,

yves rocher shower gel,

supper treat,

famous amos chocolate gift set (from one of my students, how thoughtful right?),

9 boxes of pocky of 5 different flavors and TIGI bedhead hair serum (MOST THOUGHTFUL OF ALL OMG I WAS SO TOUCHED WHEN I SAW IT I WAS LIKE BWAHAHAHAHHA WTF no really seriously i laughed and i was touched *cries wtf) - i was really touched cos she (esther toh wai harn) remembers i love pocky and i was searching for it in jusco with her (actually no lah i was the one searching for pocky while she was looking at sushis wtf and she almost got pickpocketed), and i told her once i needed hair serum when we were at sasa while i was browsing through tigi hair products.

fendi watch (just what i needed. i mean a watch, not something fendi. it was totally unexpected. i was at jusco with esther when my dad called and asked where i was at and coincidentally we were at the same mall and he asked me whether i wanna buy a branded watch or not -i swear that's what he said i'm not exaggerating ok- and i answered "want" right away wtf)

secret recipe's tiramisu,

gold necklace (noooo not with a key pendant ok no, it's a heart-shaped pendant),

angpow,

and of course, time. those who gave me their time and spent the day with me.

it's not about the presents but it's about having people remembering you and appreciating your existance. oh presents which i didn't comment on doesn't mean i don't like them ok i appreciate everything given to me very very super much.

thank you all for everything. now i know i can pack happily and enjoy my getaway with a smile tomorrow.

taa. will be back after a week or so.