Yesss. Finally, a sweet, fine day for me to blog. Brother went to work, sister gone to tuition. No one's fighting for the computer with me. Isn't that grrreeeaaatt?

24 December 2005/Saturday/Christmas eve

Went over to my Aunty Linda's house for a Christmas eve party. Had delicious food there. No more nasi lemak (Aunty Linda has this thing which she makes nasi lemak for every party she holds so everytime she calls us to her house for some party, dad'll sarcastically mention the nasi lemak issue which is so funny.) but we had nice food instead. Mee siam which was so sour but yet yummy! I'm a sucker for sour stuffs. Then there's this roasted turkey which was so divine. Ahh, had a good meal in conclusion. So, I left the party early because I was supposed to join Wai Tuck and the others for countdown.

Called Wei Kiat up, directed him to Aunty Linda's place, bid farewell to everyone, thanked Aunty Linda and left. Headed over to Central after that. Oh, Wei Kiat was sick when he drove over to pick me up. Poor him, felt so sorry to have made him drove out and spent the night with me with himself not feeling well. =( Sorry baby.

So, arrived at Central and goodness, it was so crowded and noisy (as usual). Sat down and joined the heat. Everyone was busy whisteling (with the whistle thing) and trumpet-ing (with the mini paper trumpet). I had a blast! Haha. I mean, that was my first time doing countdown with my friends. They even called beer but what the heck, I don't like beer. Furthermore, it was only 5% alcohol. Finished it in 4 gulps. I'm not boasting here, but seriously, it has no kick.

Anyway, from this countdown celebration, 2 beer-virginity was taken away. LOL! Shenyang and Joanne. Shenyang was half way high and drunk! Joanne was quite good.

Joanne

More pictures:

Linggesh

...with Suet Lee

Now look at my head deco. I got 2, for myself and Wei kiat. The others got Santa hats.

And oh, the other day I said I will post a pic of what I got for Wei Kiat, this is it:

Was really broke, so couldn't afford much. But this adorable thing speaks for me.  Couldn't resist not buying it. =)

And for me from him, this:

Which comes together with a necklace,

Thank you dear. I love you. XOXO

25 December 2005/Sunday/Christmas

Argh. Woke up at 12.15 pm when brother told me to. Was too tired the last night. Well, I got up, prepared, and went out with mom and dad. They planned to go Ikea cos they were planning to give the whole house a revamp, for new year. This time, seriously. Unlike the past few months, they kept talking about it, even talked about getting a new house, but nothing worked as what they talked about. So, yeah.

I put on my white top, mini skirt, and slipped on my purple heels. Which was a BIG mistake. We first reached Ikano, then headed straight into Ikea. Had lunch there. Hot dogs. Was quite good actually. With currypuffs. Then went into the showroom. Goodness, I lost count of how long we spent inside Ikea. All I know was, my feet hurts so so so much. I was begging them to go home quickly (in my mind).

Oh by the way, dad bought a carpet for my room. A very nice and expensive wool one. It's spreaded out on my room's floor now, and I'm loving it! I even put some cushions, and soft toys and it looks really cosy! This is the first revamp. More revamps coming soon this Friday and Sunday. Will post pictures on it. Can't wait to beautify my old, fugly and smelly room.

So, I was talking bout Ikea. I was so hoping they'll go home after Ikea but no, they walked around Ikano, then The Curve. Oh goodness I can't describe how my feet hurts. Anyway, we had dinner at some cafe called Big Beans at Ikano, and believe me, they sucked. I'd rather save the money for a better meal in Klang.

I ordered Sirloin Steak. And from what I was served, I can daringly shout to people, I can do better than them so much. I mean what the heck??

To let you all know honestly, I despise cafes which serve fried chips/french fries as the side dish together with the chunks like steak, chicken chop etc. Why? Of so many kinds of side dish, french fries? If I have to pay you to serve me french fries, I might as well eat at home, I cook it myself, no? In my point of view, I pay for food, which I cannot prepare myself at home, that is why I have to buy it from the cafe. Argh. Alright forget the french fries. That's not the main topic.

So, as I was eating the steak, as what normal human does, we normally cut the steak from the sides and start eating it from the sides right? Right. So I began eating. As I was nearing the center of the steak, the meat gets redder and redder. Or perhaps the pink gets darker. Honestly tell me, will you be freaked out? To see the meat you're eating, gets redder, and at times, you even thought blood was oozing out. Goodness I couldn't stand it. I told the waiter the meat wasn't cooked (heck it wasn't even half cooked. It was totally not thoroughly cooked) and he took my dish, and later gave me back the same piece of steak which I've half way eaten, but this time they've re-cooked it. And guess what? Added more french fries to cover their mistakes. Stupid right? Bodoh. I'll never go to that place anymore.

Blame dad. I was willing him to step into Kim Gary when he was looking at the menu outside, but unfortunately he walked away. And chose to eat at that stupid cafe. And mind you, it was not only my steak that was not properly cooked, even my brother and sister's lamb chop were the same. Only mine was more serious. Urgh.

26 December 2005/Monday

Well, nothing has been done at this day. I was at home, later in the afternoon I went to Wei Kiat's house, learn Photoshop-ing from him, watched Mean Girls with him, hung around there till bout 8 pm then went home.

Oh, Manda got back from Korea and got me this:

 
Note: It's not made of paper. I don't know what it's made of but it's more to aluminium.

I love it to bits. Thank you Manda!

27 December 2005/Tuesday

Last night, Esther and I planned to go KLCC. Well, she, note that she, said that she'll drive over to my house and we'll take the train together at 11 am. So, I woke up at 10.30. Brushed my teeth, ate breakfast and online. Then took my shower. It was 11. By that time, she has not arrived. I put on my makeup, and played O2 Jam a while. It was 11.45. I called her, and guess what? She was sleeping.

"Hello?"
"Hello..... (sleepy tone)"
"You still sleeping ah!"
"Huh... yeah..."
"We're supposed to go KLCC wei!"
"What... I thought we went d..."
"What??? Where got??"
"(After snapping out of her dream) ?? OH I SUPPOSED TO GO YOUR HOUSE RIGHT?? OK OK I COME NOW!"
" -_-""

So I practised my Mozart while waiting, until I almost finish the whole sonata, she arrived. So walked to the train station and headed off to KLCC.

Their Christmas deco. Not as nice as Midvalley's.

As you all know, I am broke. I went to KLCC, well, only to window-shop. And urm... to do cheapskate stuffs lah. Went into MNG and dig. Well, since CNY's nearing, I guess it's about time dad gives us CNY clothes allowance. But since he has not given yet, I'll just keep an eye on what I'll prolly get. So, I saw and I fell in love with this:

Selling at an effing cheap price. It's a brown velvet blouse. But I don't know whether mom and dad'll like it or not. See how low-cut it is? I don't mind, but I don't know if people'll mind. See the waist part? That's the part I love most!

And this, I love it too. Have been drooling over it since the first time I saw it months ago.

Blue velvet cropped cardigan. Esther told me actually they were about to get me this for my birthday but that time Midvalley's MNG ran out of sizes, so did not get it. Damn it what a waste!

(Note: This is the cheapskate thing I meant. Knowing I couldn't buy anything, I purposely brought a camera, so that I can take a picture of myself wearing things I like.)

But most prolly I'll buy wan lah. After getting the money. XD

So on the way back, us, with a camera, couldn not just get out of the train without some camwhore session. So,

And something random:

My tired beautiful  left foot on my lovely carpet.

At the end of the day, I just wanna shout:

I love my holidays!

I'm so fucking pissed at my Adobe Photoshop. It's the new version but it sucked. I need Wei Kiat! I need him to get me the old and better version of Adobe Photoshop. I just did a super cute masterpiece to a picture, and when I click save, the stupid thing got stucked. Everything's jammed. And I have to Ctrl+Alt+Delete it. So can you imagine how fucking pissed I am?

Argh I'll leave to that later. Need to sign off and have a good chat with Wei Kiat later, before I come back here for some updates. I NEED to post pictures. Hrm!

Riiigghht.

So I said I'll be going to Midvalley today, I went, and bought what I wanted. And I'm broke. I have only RM6 with me now.

The Ocean Pacific bag I bought online. RM11.

Dragonfly navel stud. RM13.

Butterfly navel stud. RM13. (Pardon my dad's lousy cam)

And so, I now officially have 5 navel studs. =) I'm quite impressed of my collection.

As you can see, the 2 top are the ones I bought online, the one with a heart dangling's a gift from Wei Kiat, and the bottom right one was the first stud which pierced my navel. All 4 + the one I'm currently having on my navel = 5.

Ooh, bought Christmas pressie as well. These are for Esther, Sim Mei and Maggie. Bought for Wei Kiat too, but no pictures until it reaches his hands XD

The 3 princesses: August Princess Esther, July Princess Maggie and April Princess Sim Mei. All from Lovely Lace. They are magnets.

Then, my most important posession currently. Well, this thing was the main purpose I went over to Midvalley. This, which costs me my life. This...

 
MAC Studio Fix Foundation. RM95. Non-refillable. Damn good. I've used it. The girl put it for me, and it lasted for 10 hours (That thing was on my face at bout 1, I went home at 3.30, didn't wash my face, cooked dinner, went out with friends, came home bout 11), without melting, or making my face oily. Unlike the Red Earth one I used to have. This is effing good. And I'm loving it! XD

Actually when the makeup-girl who did my makeup for prom used this that day, I was already determined in getting it.

That's all, and I'm broke. After treating Wai Tuck, my chaffeur, Chicken McDeluxe Large.

Oh, I was so so so impressed by the violin ensemble held at the stage today. Made Wai Tuck capture a picture and the video. Picture and sound not clear though, because it was only a handphone's camera. So, bear with it lah. Anyway, my main point here was, they played beautifully. I'm motivated to practice my violin now.

The stage was decorated so so so fantastically. I just love the theme White Christmas. Sweet and gentle.

 The video here.

I had a good time with Esther, Maggie and Sim Mei tonight. We ate at Central (again), went to this chinese kopitiam and had drinks (only) after that, and had a good chat. About everything we used to do during our days in Form 5. And laughed till the phlegms in our throat were forced out, till our jaws were tensed, till our guts rolled. But seriously, it was really funny. We talked about coffee shops. And credit cards. Go figure.

And just now, Wai Tuck sent me these:

This was the guy, who sang me the birthday song at Little Asia.

Looks like Daniel right? No. He's cuter. Far far far better than Daniel. Sings better, looks better. (Note: I don't like Daniel Lee)

Bye!

P/s: I'm sorry Esther for not asking you to come with me to Midvalley today. Whether or not I've got the person you mentioned in your journal right, I'll still apologize. Sorry.

To you,

Firstly, I'm sorry that I didn't ask you whether or not we can go there together. I'm sorry. I didn't think you could make it since this month I see that you're very busy with your grandparents who are not so healthy and you have to take care of them, so I didn't decide to call you. Well, I didn't know this decision would have hurt you. I wanted to, but knowing you most probably will not be able to go, I guess I made the wrong decision. Once again, I'm sorry. It's not that I didn't want you to join, or I only take you as my acquaintance. I just never thought of all those things that would have pained you. So, sorry.

Secondly, yes, I admit I'm such a lousy friend, who claimed that you're my best buddy, who never paid attention to your existance at Little Asia, when you all held a birthday surprise for me. I really didn't mean to ignore or forget about you! I honestly really did not hear it, when you called out for me. Why didn't you come out together with the cake? Then I would have seen you guys, and we could sing the song together, cut the cake and eat. Why didn't you all come out together? Twice, I'm sorry. Maybe I'm just that ignorant, and had my attention only to my boyfriend. Well, this part, I know I'm wrong.

Thirdly, ahh fuck my nickname/personal msg on MSN. I guess I'm just bad in explaining my feelings, and typed such phrases. I really appreciate it. The surprise. You to appear. Everything. Not only him alone actually. I appreciate everyone. Including you. I didn't put this in my blog: It was your presence that completed everything. I even told him about this that night. It was you, that appeared, that completed my happiness. Him alone, I know and was sure on that day itself, I will not be satisfied, though I was already happy. And seeing you, I summed everything up to be perfect. I told him, If I were to have that surprise that day without you but with him, I would be happy, but having it together with you, it would mean so much more to me.

You can take this as an explaination, or complete crap. But I typed all these, sincerely. You don't have to know about this, but I cried when I typed all these. I'm not trying to show you anything, but I just want you to know, I'm deeply sorry, and I really appreciate you, and wouldn't wanna lose you for anything in the world. I cried not because that I want your sympathy, or want you to forgive me for what the wrongs I've done, I cried because we're good friends for 7 years (and still counting) and today I think it might just end. Why? Because of the stupid things that I've done. Stupid things which I never meant to do. Stupid things which I'm so ignorant that I'm unaware that it hurts you.

Lastly, I really hope you would talk to me.

Please forgive me, Esther.

Maggie and Sim Mei too. I'm sorry that I didn't notice you guys that day.

Hrm. Tagged by Gwen again.

5 Random facts about me:

1. I just painted my nails. Using the Lancome Nail Varnish I got from my friends as my present. It's pink now. And it looks like... okay I better not say it. Anyway, maybe I'll get used to this new colour... rather than keeping my nails always black black and black.
2. I have a new blog. But I'm not telling my readers the address. It's my secret wonderland =)
3. I'm fat. I'm fat. I'M FRIGGIN FATTTTT!
4. I'm such a sweetie. I purposely went all the way to Lot 10 today, just to surprise Wei Kiat and had a 45 minutes lunch with him (he's working around there), and came home after that. Can't help it man, I miss him.
5. I'm going to Midvalley with Wai Tuck tomorrow. I'm getting a face foundation prolly from MAC, christmas presents, and maybe a cropped cardigan. Oh, and also, collect my stuffs I bought online.

Well, as I said, I went over to Lot 10 today to surprise Wei Kiat. Thanks to Sam, the plan succeeded. Though it was only a quick 45 minutes, it was worth it.

Gaaah! MNG sales was like mad! I saw everything I want, with the price I want, but I can't buy all of them! I'm so holy broke!! And MAC's super crazy. One foundation for RM95?? Fuck. Anyhow, I'll still get them. I seriously need one. They're really good. At least, they still have the kind which costs RM95, compared to the other type (also MAC) which costs RM140 for only the powder without the case! Damn!

So, no more Stila Holiday Deluxe Pallete for me. ='(    *sobs*

Anyway, the baking session went well yesterday. Except that I didn't bake butter cookies because I didn't have enough time, and instead I made vanilla fingers. (Pictures up later). Butttttt, sis made butter cookies today. See, I now have a rival in my family. Agree? Why I have to say this? Because, in my family, as in my house, no one bakes, except me. Among my siblings, no one cooks except me. See? So, here are the pictures.

Vanilla fingers. They're superb when they're still hot.

5-spice fingers. Looks like poo right?? My brother's favourite.

Ginger snaps! Actually they taste better than the commercialised ginger cookies from Sweden which mom bought from Ikano. But sadly, my family's not a fan of ginger cookies it seems. Well, they're a little hard, but they seriously melt in your mouth! And the spice! OH!

Nah. Sister's work. Butter cookies.

Nuff said. Bye.