i miss you.

we were skype-ing yesterday and i told you the first thing I wanna eat when i reach there.

i wanted to have pizza and wine with you in your apartment because i don't wanna stay out since i might be tired after the flight. you said ok and you'll get the delivery. you said you'll order more so it can be kept for the next day for lunch, so i don't have to cook. and then you said, "but before that we shall have a good breakfast." and i was a bit confused.

i forgot, i'll actually arrive in the morning. i kept thinking i'll be arriving in the night because that's what happened a year ago. remember the little surprise a year ago?

so we decided on breakfast. i asked you to make me pancakes, and you said you don't know how to make pancakes. doink. =) i said i'll take oats and a glass of orange juice. or any sandwhich you know how to prepare. you said you'll make me a sandwhich with leaves, mushrooms, bacon and egg. and i demanded for wholemeal bread used for the sandwhich. you said ok.

i can't wait to eat the sandwhich you're going to make me (in fact it'll be the first sandwhich you'll make for me). because the moment i bite the said sandwhich, i'm certain i'm just one breath away from you.

and i was shrieking every 5 minutes about how excited i am. i only show these excitement to you.

yesterday my brother bought some doughnuts. when i ate one, it instantly reminded me of the time i had ... i dunno, 5? 6? krispy kreme doughnuts in ur apartment at one go because it was so damn good. and i felt really happy that i'll be able to eat them again when i'm there and when i do, i'm certain i'm just one breath away from you. this time when i'm there, we'll get a dozen back to your apartment like before, and in the end i'm sure i'll be the one finishing 75% of it hehehehe.

4 days somehow seems so much longer than 3 months ++. time passes by swiftly without us realising but time slows down the moment we wait impatiently for a certain special day to come.

4 more days to love.