My youngest sister is the most irritating 8 year-old GIRL I've ever met. Why I capsed the word "girl" because she doesn't act like one. She's mixes with more boys than girls in school. Everytime she says she saw someone from her school when we're out somewhere, it has to be a guy. She doesn't like to wear dresses and skirts (she gets embarrassed and shy), she likes to wear BLUE striped collared SHIRTS, she likes to play Nintendo Gameboy and Pokemon, she is a pig when it comes to food, she punches and kicks my dad like a punching bag, she basically just doesn't act like a girl.

So anyway, she's damn good at snapping at us older siblings too.

There was once my brother was at home up to some project and he was doing something about copper board and acid or dunno what shit to do with engineering lah. It looked kinda interesting for someone who knows nuts about engineering like me so I was following him around and see what he was about to do, my sister too. Then when he was about to start he said confidently,

" WATCH AND SEE. " Showing off like he's damn professional like that.

Then I ignored and waited to see what's gonna happen. And then my sister said this,

" WATCH AND LEARN LAH! "

Then there was a silence for 5 seconds.

And my brother suddenly exclaimed,

" Oh yahor watch and learn HAHAHAHAHAHHA. "

Then only I realised what she said was right cos watch and see roughly meant the same thing! I didn't notice it at first too and normally people won't notice the error in that phrase. I told Esther and a few other people they didn't notice it too. But that rascal did.

Kids these days.

And then today, she was practising her piano and I heard her playing and it was quite good. So I went up to her and gave her a round of applause and smiled at her. You know what she did?

She looked up at me frowning while playing the piano and said,

" SHADDUP LAH! "

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was so fucking shocked I was speechless for 2 seconds and yelled at her after that for not appreciating my applause for her good job.

" EH I CLAP FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU PLAYED WELL AND YOU ASK ME TO SHADDUP NEXT TIME DOWAN CLAP FOR YOU ALREADY LAH! "

And you know what she said?? That rascal said,

" OK LOH! " AND BLOODY TURNED AWAY IGNORING ME, CONTINUED TO PLAY HER PIANO.

EH CORRECTION, IT'S MY PIANO!

SIGHHHH. KIDS THESE DAYS!!!

P.S. Today was a peaceful day because I didn't get to see her face for the whole day. The mamak session with Esther and Wai Tuck was good, as always. I always enjoy a good, hearty laugh with great friends around. And listening to his sleepy voice after that, suh-weet. They healed my soul. =)

10 more days woots!

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She screamed again and I really wanted to get out of the house with so much determination but there's no one around to share my feelings with. Friends are all busy, Wk is miles away.

Suddenly I felt so lonely.

And without realising, something warm ran down my cheeks and dropped on my thighs.

='(

Have you ever felt so annoyed and irritated at home that you lock yourself in the toilet, sit underneath the shower and count to 1000 before you come out of the toilet, just because you don't want to look at them?

Have you ever felt so painful to hear someone wishing you were never born?

I'm feeling a little crappy.

...

Okay I'm feeling super crappy that I don't even want to fall asleep even though I'm super exhausted.

But I can't spill it out here. Because you're reading.

 It's ok, I'll be fine.

I'll treat myself more drama series, or play some stupid games, or bake something great, or just sit and do nothing at all and wait till 13 days pass by swiftly

 and I'll be revived once again

 in the arms where I belong.

What makes things worse is I'm starving like hell but I cannot eat not because I disallow myself but because I am unable to. And I don't understand why I drink 2 litres of water everyday and I'm having sore throat.

 It's ok, I'll be fine.

Sometimes I like to believe that people like me for who I am. At times I hate being who I am.

I slept at 8 am this morning intending to just take a short nap and wake up for my class at 9 but I woke up at 10 due to my ringing phone.

" Hello? Eh where are you? Your turn to present already! "

"HAAAHH! OMG OK OK I COME NOW! " (I was half awake, half asleep, panicking like a mad bull and got my ass up immediately)

" Hahahahaa no lah not yet start but going to start already. "

" Hooooooohhhhh what the fuck... ok I come now. "

So I collapsed on the bed forgetting to set the alarm to wake myself up and without that call I would have slept like a dead pig through the morning and missed the class. Not class actually, graded presentation plus one submission some more. All thanks to Cat who called me and buzzed me out of my lala land.

Then I was already late one. I quickly packed everything up and realised I have one more paper not printed yet when I've already kept my laptop and everything. Then had to take out and set up and fast fast print lah.

THEN DUNNO WHY THE STUPID LAPTOP CANNOT OPEN OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS. I ALMOST CRIED TT______TT

Don't know what happened lah I reset a few times it only went back to hibernate and when I switch it on there's only black screen and my mouse's cursor. Then after a few tries finally the whole thing managed to restart and finally got my thing printed.

Haih damn fucking 9 kan jeong loh. Almost had a heart attack. If my laptop really died, I would have failed one subject cos my presentation stuffs and my assignment which I was supposed to print was all inside my laptop. And this is a great lesson which says never do things last minute. Forever never ever.

Oh last night I spent the whole night finishing up my presentation and assignment which was to be dued today so that's why only got to sleep at 8 am today. Actually I had a whole week to do that but I did not and I don't need to repeat why.

... I'll just tell anyway.

Cat and I call each other dai sei cos got so much time to finish all these submissions but never use it and instead wasted it to watch drama and more drama.

Dorama(drama in japanese) for me. I've been watching dorama after dorama I know how to speak informal Japanese already!

Yukan Club - I just finished this this morning. Damn funny and sometimes lame but got hot japanese guys that's all I need =D

I shall go finish up my last composition for tomorrow and I'll be as free as a bird. Okay a bird in a cage since I still have proposals to settle haih T____T