I have never felt so... not-enough-sleep in my life.
Not to say I prepared well or really hard for this semester, but I have never slept as little as what I did this semester due to the piling submissions and examinations. And I think it's already slowly ruining my health (which I will not elaborate because it definitely makes me and everyone sick to write/read about it) T___T
I have 2 more exams to go (History and Performing Arts' Theory), 2 presentations (Composition and Theory-Film Music), and 2 submissions (Thesis proposal and Theory-20th century music analysis). All that in 2 weeks time.
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I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUFFING DAMN HISTORY KNOWLEDGE INTO MY GODDAMN BRAIN WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING NOW!
I don't know why I am so easily distracted. The other day I was rushing to prepare my presentation in Chooi Yin's room together with her and Cat. Then Chooi Yin took out Donkey (that lame card game everyone used to play in primary/secondary school it's lame but don't lie I know you loved playing it) and I laughed at her calling her lame for having such card game, then without realising I went over and join them! Then then then I was preparing my presentation notes, I got so bored I went and tried her heels and catwalked in her room. Then for the past few weeks including this week and the coming weeks I was/am supposed to study but I spent 70% of my time watching Japanese talkshows (which has my latest heartthrob in it obviously) and watching crap videos on YouTube.
I am 101% sure that I won't be doing that if I am not having all these deadlines and exams coming.
Wait I think I know why.
I get distracted so easily because I didn't like doing all those stuffs like presentations and written exams which you have to memorize memorize and fucking memorize then vomit whatever words you know in the exam.
Eh actually I also get distracted easily when I practice my violin loh.
I think I have a very short span of attention and focus. I wonder if there is a cure to it.
Ok better stop fucking typing and continue reading up.
Oh on another note, I am thinking of shifting my blog. I'm quite fond of Wordpress but one bad thing is I can't put advertisement banners in it because it doesn't allow us to edit the the html codes of the layout, I have to pay to do so. Which is of course not my choice because I'm not blogging as a profession also why do I have to pay to write my thoughts wor I might as well get a diary right.
The reason to shift is because blogdrive is quite mafan and I don't know why for some reason, my page loads damn slowly loh right right? And it doesn't only happen to my page (I thought I have too many stuffs) when I open my fellow blogdrive-user friends' pages, they are damn slow also! I really like pages who will load and everything comes up in like at most 4-5 seconds unless got a lot of pictures lah. I don't know. It somehow gives me thrills and indescribable joy cos I'm quite an impatient person, I bang my mouse and punch my keyboard real hard when I'm frustrated with slow loading of a webpage or worst, when the computer hangs.
Sometimes when certain page loads damn slow, I just click the X button because sorry but I couldn't be bothered to wait for it to load.
AIYO CHOI EE VON STOP TYPING AND FASTER STUDY BAROQUE PERIOD!!!
OH LAST ONE LAST ONE!
Just now Cat called and told asked me if I mind if they (she, Jian and Chooi Yin) go to MV for lunch and catch a movie first cos they're done already. (I have an exam later at 3, just me because it's a resit) So I told her it's ok.
Walao, she said, "You MUST say you don't mind. "
I said, "I don't mind. "
Wah then she said, "Say Ee Von don't mind. "
I continued, "WTF, you wanna put on speaker or not?"
" SAYYYY"
" OK EE VON DON'T MIND! "
Then ah not enough, she made me repeat it twice u know!
" EE VON FUCKING DON'T MIND LAHHH! "
Why my friends so crazy one... I'm quite chin chai as a person one especially if you're my close friend, normally I'm quite laid-back and easy-going with stuffs like this. Of cos I won't make them stay for that few hours just to wait for me to finish my damn exam which I regrettably screwed last 2 semester right? Obviously it's my own fault what.
Then again, because there has been LOTS and LOTS of sensitive issues going on in pusat (my faculty is called pusat kebudayaan btw yah I know damn pathetic name) such as insensitive people lah people who speak without using their brains lah yadda yadda yadda. So I know why they had to ask me like that incase they speak wrongly hahahahaa.
OK THE END *^%$&$^%$^%!!!